What do you think art is?

Rapmon: Showing others the world that you see. That’s why I think anyone can become an artist.

Society,
Everyone are just actually hate it. 
But this life acquired connection with them,
We're forced to be socialable.
So that everything in life will be easier.

In my opinion,
Everyone are hypocrite.
Everyone are selfish.
Instead of denying it,
WHY not we look at the surrounding?
It's the truth, it's the reality.

When people asked, :
"mum or dad"
And we choose the one that WE love the most and ignore the other choice,
We choose the one that will makes our life feels more special.
Life has options and we have to choose the answer.
And the answer will never do justice.
At the end, we will just choose an option that is beneficial to ourselves.

I don't know much,
But
Many situation lately that keep makes me feel more confident that my thoughts about people are actually hypocrite & selfish is legit.

ㅗ(ㅅㅂㅅ) ㅗ

I, honestly think that,
Internet quotes or whatever stuff that keeps point out their "real feeling" just making the situation worse. Like everything is so emotional and it does not helping at all. Posting those quotes everywhere so people will look at them. And people are not even care. It's sad. Because well, I'm like that too before but now I realised that nobody are actually give a damn. Try to seek other options when you're having problems because posting those thing really does not help. It just makes us keep having emotional thought and keep thinking nobody care, lonely etc etc.

I, actually,
Want to help my friends go through their problems. I'm not a good adviser but I love listening (??). But seriously I'm that type where if the person don't personally search for me, I won't go to her because I'm afraid they will think I'm just busy body or whatever.........

Okay fine I'm out, I think I'm just blurting nonsense hahahahaha nyeongg.

The fact is,
EVERYONE feels lonely.

.....

Trial in just 3days
Goodluck dear self.

I keep thinking that I'm just kind of bullshit that people have to deal with. I keep disappoint people around me. I have too much of flaws. Sometimes I love myself and sometimes I hate my self so much like right now. I'm always follow my feelings in everything that I do. I'm too depend on it until I can't control it anymore. It's make me frustrated when things does not go in my way. I hate it when I'll regret the day after doing whatever that depend too much on my feelings. I keep making excuses and I don't think people are trust me enough like the first time they trust me. Argh I don't even know. I feels like even if I finished my high school and meet new friend, people still will find it hard to deal with someone like me. Ugh I hate myself too. Just what to do when I'm like this :¬

I don't understand myself anymore,
Feeling like I wasn't compatible with the world anymore,
I keep wishing to die,
In my heart,
Every days,
Every minutes,
Every seconds.